First things first. "Nothing changes." Of course, everything changes, but the things that matter never, ever do.
And on we get. Cheshire cat moon!
I take back what I said in my last blog. No, I don't. I mean I'm expanding on it. It's not just me that's utterly ridiculous. A lot of people are. I mean sure I wonder how people take me seriously, but I mean this more seriously. I can't help but wonder how some people can even stand doing and saying the things they do. Don't you feel how careless or hurtful you're being? Or how immature? Oh I don't know. Some people are just full of bad energy and toxic to be around. It's sad because they're still good people. They're just bad for the psyches of those around them.
Meanwhile I'm enjoying writing letters. Send me more addresses pretty please??
Lately I've been rather in love with Kelly Clarkson's third (forgotten about) album, My December. Quotes from my favorite songs:
Maybe- I should know better than to touch the fire twice, but I believe in maybe.
Irvine- They say you feel what I do, they say you're here every moment. Will you stay?
Can I Have A Kiss- I just want to know what it feels like to touch something so pure, something I'm so sure of.
Chivas- I'll take this chivas instead of your bed. It wasn't even good, trust me. I must have been so so so so lonely.
Sober- Three months and I'm still sober; picked the weeds but kept the flowers.
Yeah- For sure I've got your back, I've never wanted anything more than you and your sexy smile.
Be Still- Foolish one with the smile, you don't have to be brave. I'll gladly climb your walls if you'll meet me halfway.
I'm writing a paper on my favorite musical ever, Wicked, for Feinstein's class. It's the happiest paper I've ever written. I have completely renewed my faith in this work of art. The melodies, the character development, the plot, GAH. I love it all a lot. My favorite detail is when Nessarose takes her happy teenage girl melody from Act One and turns it into a ballad about deserving to be named the Wicked Witch of the East in Act Two. Something about the way she sings it and the way the notes sit next to each other is chilling. I'm falling in love all over again and it's wonderful.
Quotes of the last few weeks:
"At least I play a real instrument! You play the cupcake!" Andy
"Why Johanna..." Al and Andy, countless times this week due partly to Relay for Life and partly to me being me.
"I mean is it a big deal that people are dying?" Feinstein, on our Dancing Zombie Apocalypse Musical.
The other day Sarah, Lauren, Meredith and I went to the North End for dinner. Cheers for being spontaneous, my lovers! Here's to all our playground jokes and to being mature.
Also, "DO THE MEREDITH!" and awkwardly step and snap in a style vaguely reminiscent of the Jets and Sharks in West Side Story.
All of you people in my life are priceless and I love you a lot.
Send me your addresses pleaseeeeeee.
!@#$
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